mind out for mental health
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1981   Learnt to ride a bike.
1988   First skiing trip - to Austria.
1993   Went to university. First signs of mental health problems.
1994   Suicide attempt.
1997   Diagnosed with schizophrenia. Graduated from university. Started first job.
1999   Got promoted.
2000   Met current boyfriend.
2001   Started to speak out in support of the mind out for mental health campaign.


Apostrophe I was pretty rebellious when I was a teenager - truanting, shoplifting, taking drugs...  But somehow I still managed to get good marks at school. I went to university, to study psychology, and ended up in a house with people who were quite restrained and middle class - very different from me. I think I had a bit of an identity crisis.

Things started to feel strange when I became convinced my housemates were thinking bad thoughts about me. Slowly I just got more paranoid, until I thought people could read my thoughts just walking down the street. I was hearing voices all the time, but I didn't even realise I was ill.  I thought maybe it was an after-effect of drugs I'd taken when I was younger.

It took about a year for me to get help, and I went to hospital as a voluntary patient. Things got worse, and then slowly better. In the end I went back to university and when I passed my exams, it felt like a real turning point. I knew my diagnosis wasn't a life sentence - I could really do something with my life. I decided I wanted to work in mental health - to make a contribution. Now I work for a project that helps people with mental health problems into employment. It's really rewarding.

Discrimination - my experience:
I think friendships and social relationships can really suffer when you've got a mental health problem, either because people are scared, or they don't understand, or sometimes just because they're thoughtless. I've had friends who haven't taken me seriously; they seem to have written me off as a worthwhile person. One friend used to go round 'warning' people about me before they met me - so of course they were pretty suspicious when they actually did meet me. I guess in the end you just have to believe in yourself. That's what really matters.
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