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Name Carole
Age 44
Education 5 O levels, 2 A levels, bilingual secretarial diploma
Circumstances Single
Job history Bilingual secretary in Paris, and in a foreign embassy

recent employment
Job title Secretary
Place of work London Fire and Emergency Planning Authority (LFEPA) Sector Local Authority
Organisation size 2,000 people (approx)

 

open speech marks My first experience of schizophrenia was when I was a secretary working in Paris. I spent three days seeing terrifying visions before I was found by a colleague and taken to hospital.

After hospital I returned to England and found a new job. I came off my medication because of the terrible side effects. Then I had a relapse and had to go back to hospital. It was only at this point that I realised I had an illness.

In 1987 I joined London Fire and Emergency Planning Authority (LFEPA) and I've now worked there for 14 years. They have been an excellent employer - sympathetic and supportive. There's a very strong culture of equal opportunities and a good welfare department.

They were particularly helpful when I had a relapse two years ago. The welfare department realised I had begun to behave strangely and took the trouble to call my GP and recommend I should see a doctor. This led to a change in my medication and made a big improvement in my life. I realised I needed more time to myself and to pace myself at work. Again, the welfare department was really helpful, enabling me to return to work in a phased way and increase my hours gradually.

I know many employers are fearful about taking on people with mental illness. But it's important to put things into perspective. I've had schizophrenia for 17 years but have only had six episodes off work, usually for 2-3 weeks. close speech marks

positives and negatives

plus sign open speech marks The biggest positive has been the support and understanding of my employers. Equal opportunities isn't just a token policy but a real part of the culture. No one has ever spoken disrespectfully to me and my rights as a disabled employee have been protected. close speech marks

minus sign close speech marks I've realised what a huge lack of understanding there is about mental illness. Colleagues still think that schizophrenia is having a split personality - like Jekyll and Hyde. I've worked hard to explain that the illness arises from a complex mix of genetics, biology and life experiences. Ironically it's because I'm accepted as a good and reliable employee that people find my illness so hard to understand. They can't see any physical signs, so tend not to take my problems seriously. close speech marks